Izz

The meaning isn’t what you think…

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 02:48:28 -0500

The meaning isn’t what you think…

I drew her for this rp thing I’m gonna try to join on DA,...

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 00:21:00 -0500

I drew her for this rp thing I’m gonna try to join on DA, but this is my finished product. I liked how it came out.

There’s more I want too put here but I’m going to bite my tongue.

So basically, my ps2 broke AGAIN, and I was playing a really...

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 23:02:00 -0500

So basically, my ps2 broke AGAIN, and I was playing a really good Final Fantasy game, my computer is screwed up and I have little to no internet plus other stuff. So I drew Soriah, she is one of my newer characters that tootles in my head. As you can tell she’s a fantasy theme. Soriah is an Archer and her nick name is “Ri-Ri”. She’s some were between 17 and 22 but I’m not sure wear and she’s a “sky Pirate” (as final fantasy would call it). For some reason I want to ship her with a girl obsessed gentlemen but I think I’ll leave that untouched for a while xD

Today was boring and kind of stunk so this is one of the few this that was actually good. Oh, if you can’t tell I bs’ed the background xD

I feel so weird in the world now a days. Everything that I grew...

Fri, 16 Nov 2012 23:43:10 -0500

I feel so weird in the world now a days. Everything that I grew up with is slowly fading even though I keep holding on to them. For example, I still have my original Game boy and my first DS. I have my first CD player and my first tape player. I have VHS tapes still with my favorite classics and I still have clothes from elementary that fit me. But everything is changing. There aren’t many older phones it’s all touch screens, same for ipods, and if you ask a kid what a VHS tape is they’d thing your crazy. Half of them don’t even know what a Nintendo 64 is (which I still have). It makes me sad and it really hit me hard today. I’m going to go to college soon….what happened to my childhood? In April I’ll be an “adult”. A Adult! I don’t feel like one! I don’t look like! I don’t even act like one! I still wear peter pans hat and run around the house in my super man cape. I still sleep with stuffed animals and is still scared of the dark! I don’t wanna grow up….not that I now know how it feels to be a kid. When I was younger I had to act more grown up than usual, I will admit at school I was very childish but I home I was never really allowed to. Now that I’m in high school, I get to wear stupid shirt, have crazy hair, and do things that make ME happy! I don’t want to loose that! I know they say that college is the best years of a persons life but…I wasn’t my childhood back.

Random, I know but it really hit me today because my ipod I bought two years ago broke. And the FIRST nano ipod (with the metal back) is starting to break. My Nintendo 64 is starting to break and all the game companies are making my childhood games obsolete…It makes me really upset. Plus to top it off the musical arrived and that reminded me how quickly senior year is passing…

I started to get upset in seventh period when I was looking at my friends art but it didn’t really hurt until I went to best buy and realized they didn’t have any of my game consoles or their games or any of my old ipods. While I was going home I didn’t say a word. I just sat and looked out the window and noticed that all of my childhood shops were all replaced…

Times moving forward and I’m not really ready…

Yeah, you can ignore this if you want, but this makes me super...

Sun, 11 Nov 2012 15:00:24 -0500

Yeah, you can ignore this if you want, but this makes me super happy. ; ~ ;
two months ago I tried drawing one of my characters from one of my stories, but I tried to draw her all fancy like, and I tried drawing her as best as I could. Which took quite of bit of time and she came out as she did on the right. Well, yesterday after I finished writing my stupid art project I wanted to redraw her but in her husband’s sweatshirt (because of reasons) and I barely spent any time on her. I quickly doodled her and she came out like the one on the left. After I doodled her I grew curious. I wondered if I drew her before yesterday on my tablet and I did. I totally forgot about the “fancy” version of her and I sat there for the longest time smiling looking at the style difference.
Yeah, I probably wouldn’t have had my style change without my artistic friends around my.

And yes, her name is Spirit.

Wip thingy doo da I did a while ago just to see how well I can...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 18:07:00 -0400

Wip thingy doo da I did a while ago just to see how well I can draw Green form Pokemon xD

He will be holding a pokeball. Yes

ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts~ tidilili there they are a standin' in a row~~~ Big ones Small ones. some as BIG as your head!! <3~

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 01:40:54 -0400

Yes! I WENT THERE!! Cry’s drinking/drunk livestream! Yes!...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 00:41:00 -0400

Yes! I WENT THERE!! Cry’s drinking/drunk livestream!

Yes! C:

It's Sort Of Funny

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 19:11:00 -0400

I’m sick and waiting for my friend to pop up on Skype but during the mean time I was looking at the pictures I’ve made. There isn’t many digital photo’s I’ve drawn but there is two pages worth of pictures. Either way, I looked at the first picture I’ve ever made, with a bamboo tablet, which was a red head cat person ( http://serenityhadaki.deviantart.com/gallery/?offset=24#/d31updm ) that I made at Neo’s house and than I looked at the nineteenth Happy Birthday picture I made of Niell from One Direction ( http://serenityhadaki.deviantart.com/#/d5emis1 ) and here I’m thinking, “Wow!”

If you’re reading this no matter if you’re a writer, an artist, a sculptris, or a roleplayer, stop what you’re doing and look back at an old piece of work.

If you ever feel like you are doing horribly look back at your old piece, and realize how much you’ve improved.

If you can’t tell I’m a bit upset. Plus I’m...

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 01:02:40 -0400

If you can’t tell I’m a bit upset. Plus I’m super sick…horrible combination. But long story a girl has been “stealing” our ideas and positions ect.And she did that to Morty for a while than she stop and now she is taking some of our other ideas again and it’s getting me pretty upset. Probably because I’m sick. But it’s making me upset. Either way, that is my alternate me (Izz) crying and Tikky (who is my sea turtle who dresses fancy but is a gangster) is really mad. yes.

So here’s the dealie-o. I am a One Direction fan but...

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 23:52:40 -0400

So here’s the dealie-o. I am a One Direction fan but I’m not a fan because of them. I first heard their music and loved most of their songs before actually seeing who they are. Anywho Niall’s birthday is today, September 13th, and he turned nineteen. The only reason I know of this is because on facebook I liked their page and they apparently give me updated about them which I didn’t know. So around two days ago or so a, “Niall’s 19th Birthday!!” thing was on my “page”. Finding this as a neat idea, I decided to start making something for him. Out of everything he is going to get, which is mostly photo’s of him and text, what would be a bit different? Well that was easy. My art! No two artist has the same style; one thing I like and loath about art. So That night I started to work on my picture. I continued to work on it until bed time yesterday. This was the final results! c: I like how it came out and I know it’s not perfect but I tried my gosh darn bestest to get it to look like him. The flag in the background and the character where all created by me. Plus his shirt, shoes, and pants are actual clothes he wears; as stalkerish as that sounded….but I had to Google him for a reference picture and I discovered what his last name was (uou) Weird, I know. Either way, This is suppose to be Niall from One Direction that I made him just for his birthday!

Enjoy everyone!

Yup, these are my two new characters for my new random story and...

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 23:37:00 -0400

Yup, these are my two new characters for my new random story and this was a funny comic that my friend and I thought up about xD

Either way, I got lazy with the color so enjoy either ways xP

*Heni ( Heh-nee) - cool

Gosh…where do I even start? So I started this picture last...

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 19:39:00 -0400

Gosh…where do I even start? So I started this picture last Thursday. Why? I don’t know. I knew Cry likes strawberry daiquiri and I thought it’s be fun to draw (my version of) Cry getting ready to jump into a cup of strawberry daiquiri. Never drew the drink before so it sort of looks bad but I’m more than positive you get the idea c: Either way, I only got to finish working on the picture today because I had to go out of state last weekend due to my uncle slowly dying and I had to baby sit my 6 year old cousin while the adults (and my sister :/ ) talked about the situation and tried to make the hospital do something to help him since they weren’t doing anything at all. As a consequence I didn’t get to see Cry’s live stream and demanded my friend to not tell me anything about it because it made me a bit upset. To top off the upsetting news, my smallest puppy almost became road kill… (the butt face decided to sneak out of the car, like a weasel he is, and run towards the highway) BUT HE ISN’T!! So it’s all good! But it was really close and all I did was hug him tightly and never let him go while we drove to my grandparents joint. (back to Cry) So obvious I missed something about that cute sounding girl but oh well; I’m not going to watch 8 hours of unedited video’s of his live stream. Sorry cry, I don’t love you that much. I’ll stick to watching your video’s to cheer me up. (back to my trip) So, as weird as this sounds, when I was taking a shower in the other house I wondered off into through as most people often do because that’s your time and no one bugs you. So during the time I was thinking I was pondering on the thought of why I like Cry. I made this huge list of why I like him and ended up smiling at the end of all of it. I respect him, he had to guts to do what he loves to do and continues with it even when he was during his harder times when he was younger. He’s funny, and I don’t usually get jokes or laugh at half of the jokes people usually tell me. I like the fact he actually cares for his fans and I know if he could he would reply and see everything that people make for him. I love the idea that you never know what he looks like because it gives off a feel of mystery but due to his commentary you sort of realize he is a typical guy. And over all, he’s him self. He’s not some god, or “hotty” (because you don’t even know what he looks like), and he’s not pretended to be someone else. He gets drunk like everyone else and does stupid things (but Cry’s batman knife is totally awesome, same with the wood axe thing xD), he isn’t afraid to talk about personal things (that kids under 17 shouldn’t hear xD, and most of all he doesn’t care if you like him or not. He is just him and he rolls with the flow of his own stuff. That’s why I like and respect that guy. Plus, it’s neat to know there are other people in the world who love games like me (for some reason kids at my school aren’t gamers which suck) sooooooo………just lost my train of though…

Oh! Oh! Anywho, I re-down loaded SAI, since the first version hatted me and never worked, and it’s AMAZING!!! HGSNDGCN!!! Wow! I drew the rough draft for the picture in my coal paints and that down loaded SAI and drew the outline, colored, and everything on it. It’s sooooo much better than my other product! But it stinks because SAI doesn’t have crayons of anything like that so I’ll keep my Coral paints. (thanks Neo) Also, when it came to this picture I went through a whole love/hate relationship. First day loved it. Second, hated it with a passion. Third day, I loved it again xD
I personally believe it’s 10 time better than my first cry doodle:
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plus it just looks smoother.

Oh, I’ve so been rocking to One Direction during the whole time I was making this picture hence it’s all bright colored and everything xD Summer theme, yay! Yeah, that was dorkish of me; oh well. So umm, my favorite parts about this picture would be him floaty tube, his hair, and goggles. Yup, yup!

Well! HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! C:
Thank you for being your self Cry! You always cheer me up!
(wow that’s a lot of writing xD)

ask-little-morty: (( Alright, I know you don’t like giant walls...

Fri, 17 Aug 2012 03:02:12 -0400

ask-little-morty:

(( Alright, I know you don’t like giant walls of text, they are intimidating, and I suck at giving morale, but I’m going to anyways. I’m going to go over the three basics here. One, your art, two, school, three, your future. Your art does not suck, I don’t care how many times you say it does, just like you don’t care how many times I say it doesn’t. I’m saying it again. Your. Art. Does. Not. Suck. I love your art. Elbee loves your art. Momnah loves your art. My mom loves your art. My grandpa loves your art. I actual showed my grandpa some of your sketches that had laying around in my orange bindermabobit. You know what he said. Nothing. He just smiled. And I asked him what he thought about it. He said he thought it was wonderful, he said he thought that they were adorable that whoever drew that had some real talent. And that they were going to go on and that talent was going to keep going and that it’s just going to get better and better. And then he asked who drew it. And I told him “do you remember that time you were at my house, and I brought my friend over, and you gave her a hug, that’s the person who drew that. And that’s just some of her doodles, you should see some of her really serious art, it’s so pretty.” and he was shocked, “Really? that was her? Wow, she has really got a lot of talent, both of you are going to go places, both of you are so talented.”
I could keeping going, and going, but my eyes are starting to burn, because Im having allergies again, and I’m really sleepy, so I’m going to move on to the next topic. School, college. I’ve met tons of people, and talked to some of them, and it usually always ends up on colleges and jobs and junk. And they talked about some of the things they did to get into college and things they did in school, ways they got their jobs. None of them even did half as much as you’re doing. You are trying so hard and doing so much. If you don’t get into at least your top two colleges, God help me I will lose all faith in the eduction system and humanity, because it would be a crying shame for them to not have you apart of their school, because you are so wonderful. You know my brothers friend William? You know how he skipped half of high school and went straight on to one of his dream colleges? You know how he did that. He was smart, that’s how. And you know what else. He did NOT get good grades. He got mainly C’s, some B’s and A’s here and there, but you know, he had ome trouble here and there. It wasn’t his fault, he usually ended up with teachers that weren’t up to his style of learning. It wasn’t the grades that got him in, it was his skill. Like you, he was smart, like you, he had potential, like you, he had the will power, like you, he tried his hardest. Now to talk about your future, this ones not going to be very long, because it hasn’t happened yet. But I’m almost a hundred percent sure that your going to get into animation, or maybe something else if you so please, because you’re adaptable, you have a lot of skills, I can see you doing tons of different jobs, were as me, I can’t even picture myself doing anything. I knew this girl from grade school, I hadn’t talked to her in a long time, so I can’t really remember her name right now, but I saw her this past Sunday working at a restaurant. I just kinda waved hi. But my brother and my mom talked to her because they knew her better than I did. And they were talking about jobs she had been having, and how she had been job hoping around with a lot of fast food joints and stuff, just getting work experience, and she’s really good with people, so it didn’t bother her much. And she said that she was just trying to get her name around as a diligent worker before she went off to go for the type of jobs she really wanted. And a lot of the things she was talking about and jobs she wouldn’t mind having were jobs I’d never of imagined her to take, I can’t name any off the top of my head right now, but the fact that she’s trying, and she’s trying like you, looks really promising. You are going to go places, I’m telling you, and in at least ten years from now or so, you’re going to be able to stop, look back, and laugh at how silly this is, how silly it was to ever doubt yourself. You can listen to me if you want, or you can ignore this, because I’m not really sure what I’m going on about either. But there is one thing I am absolutely positive about. Monday morning, I am hugging you, I don’t care if your sick, or hurt, or not in the mood, I am going to hug you and that’s final.))

Q AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Q WHEN DID YOU WRITE THIS?!WHY DIDN’T I SEE THIS?! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! I’M ACTUALLY CRYING ; A ;

(( btw, wanna hang out on Monday the 20th? And when we do registrations on like the 22nd or 23rd you wanna hang out in line with each other! ; U ; I WUFFY YOU!!! Q A Q ))

So I decided to draw a fan art for the game Ib but this time in...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 13:05:09 -0400

So I decided to draw a fan art for the game Ib but this time in the point of view of Mary. Yes, she is mean and she did bad things but if you really think about it she was alone. Her artist died years ago and she was unable to be with any other human besides Garry and Ib. Garry saw her as an evil person and because of that she sort of- (well if you played or watch the game than you know. I don’t want to spoil anything)

Either way, I drew Mary, the doll and (a bit better version) of Marry’s roses. I couldn’t quite do the childish look but I tried to make Ib and Garry seem like Mary drew them with crayons on a piece of paper. Plus her doll is holding a (horrible) blue rose petal which those who have played the game (or watched it) would under stand.

Also, the rose in the background I made that! I was so happy on how it came out! <3

I sort of like this picture. I hope you do too.

lol, yes I drew a cry fan art. I’ve drawn a paper version...

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 05:23:00 -0400

lol, yes I drew a cry fan art. I’ve drawn a paper version of fan art but I’ve never scanned it; and can’t scan it :c
Either way, I was watching his Live Stream, today obviously, and it was funny because during the time they where playing Left 4 Dead I believe Battle Star picked up a frying pan to fight with or something along those lines and Cry said, “Maybe he wants to make egg strudel” Or something along those lines xD

I thought it was cute and funny, so I had to draw it. It’s not the best thing very but oh well!

Either way, enjoy!

Dear journal,Today I have a good day. I played with my toy...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 03:53:46 -0400

Dear journal,

Today I have a good day. I played with my toy microphone which made my voice sound funny, I watched Cry’s videos, and I started cleaning up the house. Over all it was a nice relaxing day. To top it off, my mother came home with cookies, ice cream, and totally cool news for me! She said I could get a job as a helper’s assistant for her friend and get paid $10 an hour! That’s high than minimum wage! It was awesome! Than to top it off I’m going to Knott’s tomorrow with my buddie/butler for a late birthday fun time! Super stoked! But than…I got news…

To day, on July 25th I was told by my mother that Karin died due to a rock climbing incident…
Karin is my families best friend and we always considered her as family. My parents knew her when she was a small girl and she knew me since I was born. She taught me how to skateboard and half of my life I’ve idolized the fact that she was willing to dress and act like a boy; hence I have the personality I do. She was funny and nice and kind and I loved her. One day she came home and confessed to my family that she was homosexual and that she found a girl she really liked; her name was Lindsey. The two ended up being partners and attended every party we’ve had and had fun with us. Lindsey graduated around two years ago from her nursing school and Karin graduated from her nursing school this year. The two had their own place and were as happy as could be…
The last time I saw them was last Saturday at my god mother’s baby shower. For some reason I was abnormally clingy to them and I was making tones of funny jokes with them and I played around with them as they were leaving calming that they ’didn’t love me’because they seemed to have been leaving without hugging me; of course I got a hug in the end and told them I loved them as they left….

Either way…Karin died today…and shortly after my mother told me I walked to my room calmly, shut the door quietly and cried before calling my best bro, Neo, about what happened. Shortly after our chat I cried some more and deiced to draw and color a picture in honor of Karin.

In a show I’ve been watching, Darker than Black, they have a concept that I love. Each star represents a contractor, which is a person with powers and once they use their powers they have to pay a price, and when one of them dies their star turns into a shooting star and dies. So the picture is me holding Karin’s dying shooting star while looking up at the sky of living stars.

Trivial fact: During the time period that I drew this picture my drawing program decided to quit on my and I lost my picture. I broke down crying because it was hard enough to believe that Karin died and that I knew I wasn’t going to be able to redraw this. Thanks to my wonderfully smart father, he found my picture and I saved it right away. Shortly after he left to play his computer game I started to cry from everything once again…

Another Trivial fact: The only song that’s help me through this picture is Marina and the Diamonds - The State of Dreaming.
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either way…enjoy..

I have to wake up early tomorrow for Knott’s. I’ll try not to cry anymore..

Zayn he is now offically a character in my “I don’t...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 20:29:00 -0400

Zayn he is now offically a character in my “I don’t know what to do with you” folder in my brain xD

Yay! Ethan! You’re not alone now xD

Twinton is his imaginary friend who is a Kiwi. He loves Kiwi’s xD

A random doodle I made a while ago xD

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 20:27:01 -0400

A random doodle I made a while ago xD

So this is my character Ethan. He was originally designed and...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 20:26:02 -0400

So this is my character Ethan. He was originally designed and created in 2011 and I decided to redraw him. This was as far as I could of gotten for coloring before our Ipad’s where taken back. So here is a slightly finished Ethan xD